well.
July 24, 2008
clearly, i have been more disillusioned by the TT experience than i thought.
life has been busy but for some reason i have stopped making room or going out of my way to make room for S.
i think a big part of it was that throughout everything i was getting so much encouragement from teachers to try out and somehow i got it into my head that they were supporting me and wanting me to do this, thinking i was a good candidate. i think that part of this disillusionment is that i feel that they were not honest with me in giving me feedback or evaluations.
