after class 8/30/08

so back in jill’s saturday class.

i can’t make it next week but i am reserving judgment of any kind for at least another few weeks.

i will say this: that the women who’s reaction i most wanted to see, weren’t in the gallery after my dance.

i had another amazing dance, it felt so good. and i turned and looked and everyone seemed… bored? sigh. then on a backup dance i did, in just a bra and panties, which somehow felt so good, i never touched the floor and felt like a stripper, no feeling, just movement, and the comments in the locker room– they were saying, oh gosh you should have seen her in her boots! i felt like i was almost back there.

i think i will really need to pole at home more often. now that it is cooling down (somewhat), the living room will be more palatable for at-home pole sessions.

i miss amanda.